Tuesday, April 4, 2017

NaPoWriMo day 4- Panic Attack in Pagoda Isaac

Pagoda Isaac
is almost red, almost maroon
p e e l i n g paint,
moths swarming the faint light bulb
choking the air.
My tears come so fast
It’s         hard       to          breathe,
mascara like black veins
melting on my cheeks.

I’m huddled in the corner
hands and lips quaking.
Willow trees swish behind me
their leafy fingers moonlit and pale,
the lake is           still
and everything is beautiful.

I sob,
trying to (muffle) the sound
by clenching my jaw.
The crickets stop whirring
to hear me          break.
the night is star-studded
diamonds on ebony velvet,
the moon a child
soft and slight.

What miracles I have seen
as I         choke on saltwater,
my keening like a prayer.
Darkness so sharp and perfect

my pain does not belong. 

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